Thursday, November 24, 2011

只能怪自己

不經不覺原來已十一月底,過去一星期,滿滿的,已好久沒嚐過一星期五死線的日子,還好,還有時間做飯、陪太子覆診、陪太子散步、他害怕時陪他呆、洗衣、掃地、買菜,和每天睡五六小時有時甚至任性的睡上七八小時的覺。這樣的一星期,我遲到了三次,讀了十來頁書,做了四五頓飯 (我家是只做晚餐一頓飯的),跟他吵了一大鑊。我的三毛電子讀本,被擱在餐桌上好久了,一直想去把它看完,但,就是沒這個閒情與時間。

二零一一年底的學車大計,資料拿好了,學校跟老師都見過了,我卻仍沒信心沒精力沒時間去開始。但,真的要等到二零一二才開始嗎?過去兩星期,我不斷的問自己,但每天,每當我問自己催促自己時,我其實都在忙,在累,有時也在餓。這樣的精神狀態下去學,會不會白交學費?

該做的我就是一直的拖,大概這陣子我覺得自己停滯不前,就只能怪自己。

3 意見:

pearly said...

學揸車啦!我估你好快可以喺德國風矢電掣。。。2012 都OK 啦!

Anonymous said...

冬天學, 好呀, 一年中最危險的駕車日子, 你有師父在傍坐陣,有學校提供的車子你駕, 好架, 快趁冬天學啦, 而且路傍泊位積雪, 無界睇, 你點泊都是對的, 但可能也是點泊也是錯的.
一個朋友,考到車牌, 因工作關係要日日用車, 所以, 買(供)了部全新的小車子, 第一個冬天, 在一個很普通也不高速的轉彎, 一個跣太, 四輛朝天, 車子變得買廢鐵也沒人要, 幸好沒有陪上生命.舊的新車未供完, 又要供第二部了.
Mandy

lelapinamoureux said...

There's a time for everything. :) There is a long laundry list of things that I said in the beginning of the year that I would do but I haven't. :) Be kind to yourself.
The world probably spins 10 times faster if it spins in my pace. And I probably would have had quite a few heart attacks given I would like to do too many things oftentimes. Thank God the world spins at its own pace and it has its own order. I am just a happy kid on it.
And I guess you can take the driving lessons anytime :) ... So it's not that bad. :)